thank you....

to yet another job for not hiring david. i hope you stumble upon my blog and read how much you disappointed my husband. on a day i lose someone very important to me on top of it. i'm sick of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah, i know....

i just really need to make a whiny, poor, poor pitiful me post. sometimes it just makes me feel better. i thought we would know something about the fall by now. i guess this just really isn't going to be d's calling. i'm so tired of trying. i'm tired of seeing him get his hopes up for interviews, then nothing works out. i wish someone would just give him a chance. i really hate they didn't bring him on where we was. everybody likes him there. i guess school politics really mess things up. it's just been such a long struggle for both of us. i'm so tired of seeing my smart, talented husband feel like he's wasted years working for something that he can't even get a job doing. i don't even feel like education is worth it anymore. if you have a doctorate and can't get a job, what's the use. if you're reading this, pray for us. pray for him to not feel like he doesn't have a purpose, that he hasn't wasted his life. i'm so tired of this battle.