Freefall to Fly

I had to opportunity to review Freefall to Fly over the last month.  I have to say I really enjoyed this book.  Rebekah Lyons has definitely been given a talent to write.  The entire book feels like you are talking to your best friend.  She seems so easy going and easy to talk to.

What I really enjoyed about the book is how much it related to me.  Although I am not a mother yet, I feel like Rebekah knows what exactly I'm going through as a woman.  We often have times when we feel stuck and like we've given up on our dreams.  I have been battling that for several years.  It was so inspiring to read her journey of getting past that.  It was nice to feel like you're not alone in these times.  Other women have felt it and got through it.  I look forward to Rebekah's future books.

I received a free copy from Handlebar Publishing to review.  My opinions are completely my own.

an actual post....

since i reopened my blog, i read my last few posts again.   i feel i need to explain a little backstory.  only people who know us well, know what our situation is.  my sweet husband got a doctorate a couple years ago.  he felt this was what he was called to do.  we thought he would finish school and get a teaching job right away.   he was a graduate assistant all through his doctorate work, a favorite of all his teachers, good reviews on his work, great teaching reviews, etc.  all the things that you think would help get a job.  well, it hasn't been that easy.  with the economy the way it is, his field is always one of the first to be cut.  so, the last few years, all it's been is adjunct positions.  don't get me wrong, we are very grateful for those.  and for my job that has supported us all through this.  but, it's been a tough road.  he wants to start his "career".  i want to see him succeed.  we want to get somewhere and get our roots established.  maybe start our family.  we're both getting on up there in age.  so, the last two school years, he's had very serious interviews which looked like they would work out.  neither did.  it devastated me because i got my hopes up that it was finally our time.  it hurt him because he thought he finally found the right positions. thankfully, an adjunct position worked out for both school years.  now, we are once again at that point where we don't know if something will work out for us or not.  he's been happy teaching where he's at, and they have told him he could continue as an adjunct next year.  it's something, but we still hope for that full time position.  so, that's my heart out there. it's actually feels good to air it all out.  it's been such a long road.  i've been reading about the Israelites in the wilderness for 40 years, and i keep telling myself, 6 years is nowhere near 40.  look at what they went through.  but it's still hard.  i still have work to do on myself to be patient in God's timing.  and it's a struggle.  when i think i'm doing better, i sink back down into my pity hole.  i guess i just need to remember that song we sang in Sunday School when i was little, "He's still working on me".  i'm definitely a work in progress.

Unglued Devotional

I recently had the opportunity to review Lysa TerKeurst’s Unglued Devotional. I was familiar with Lysa already through Proverbs 31 Ministries. I’ve always enjoyed her devotionals but had never read any of her books. I was not disappointed. Lysa has such an easy going way of writing. It makes you feel like you’re talking to a best friend. It’s for any woman. The Unglued Devotion made me feel like I’m not the only woman experiences these things. I related to so much Lysa writes about. She truly has a gift for writing and empathizing with her audience. There is so much wisdom jammed into this little book. With the day by day devotionals, it’s easy to keep up with and apply to your life. I think any woman can relate to this book. It’s a definite keeper in my devotional collection.

Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free from the publisher through the BookSneeze®.com book review bloggers program. I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255 : “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.”
 

hello, again....

i stopped my blog for awhile because i was going through some issues. not to say i'm not still going through issues, but i missed doing book reviews. if you read my last blog post, you'll see i didn't feel too great about anything. d had interviewed for a job that we both thought he would get. if you know us personally, you know we've had a struggle with him finding a full time position for close to 6 years now. it wears on you. mentally, emotionally. i was so tired of it. i still am. he still doesn't have anything full-time, but hopefully, something will work out for us soon. i would love to be close to family again. you never realize how close you are to people until you live away from them. anyways, that's my ramblings on why i closed my blog and reopened it. i'll try to post some, but really, i just like reviewing books.

low....

i think i'm at the lowest point i've ever been. i have no hope. i've lost faith in everything. i just can't bear to go on anymore. it's hurts each minute of the day. i just give up on life. i can't do it anymore.

thank you....

to yet another job for not hiring david. i hope you stumble upon my blog and read how much you disappointed my husband. on a day i lose someone very important to me on top of it. i'm sick of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah, i know....

i just really need to make a whiny, poor, poor pitiful me post. sometimes it just makes me feel better. i thought we would know something about the fall by now. i guess this just really isn't going to be d's calling. i'm so tired of trying. i'm tired of seeing him get his hopes up for interviews, then nothing works out. i wish someone would just give him a chance. i really hate they didn't bring him on where we was. everybody likes him there. i guess school politics really mess things up. it's just been such a long struggle for both of us. i'm so tired of seeing my smart, talented husband feel like he's wasted years working for something that he can't even get a job doing. i don't even feel like education is worth it anymore. if you have a doctorate and can't get a job, what's the use. if you're reading this, pray for us. pray for him to not feel like he doesn't have a purpose, that he hasn't wasted his life. i'm so tired of this battle.