imagine....

I got exciting news yesterday. I was picked as a Book Sneeze blogger to attend the Women of Faith Imagine Conference in Atlanta next month. They are sending me free of charge, and I get to share my experience. I've never been to a Women of Faith conference but have only heard wonderful things about them. My mom is going to join me also. This couldn't have come at a better time. As anybody who knows me or reads this blog, probably knows it's been a rough last few years with hubby in school. God has been working on me. I've been a hard headed child and I stumble terribly, but I can't "Imagine" what He's going to do for me through this conference.

request....

if you read my blog, i'd like to ask you for your prayers. the last few years have been a very difficult struggle for d, he's worked very hard on his education and had no luck finding a job where he can use his talents and abilities. he interviewed for a great job last week. a week ago today to be exact. we haven't heard anything back yet, but we both really hope this one will be the one God's wants for us. so, i just ask for prayers that we will follow His will and know what direction to take. and also for this job. this if it is meant to be, everything will just fall in to place... thanks....

chop chop....

help this sweet kitty chop chop get some kitty wheels. poor fella has wobbly legs and his mom is on disability, so they need everyone's help to get him wheelchair.

Lazarus Awakening

I was excited to read Lazarus Awakening after reading Having a Mary Heart in a Martha World. I was not disappointed. Joanna Weaver has an amazing gift describing the heart of God. She has really brought the story of the family of Bethany to life with her books. I have not read her second but intend to on how much I have enjoyed the other two.

In the book, she talks about God rolling our own stones away. Moving past barriers in our lives and fully accepting God’s love for us. It really helped me to look at areas in my life and realize they are barriers to fully loving and trusting in God. The Bible study at the end is also great for personal reflection or a small group. I received a copy of this book from WaterBrook Multnomah Publishing in exchange for a review. These are my own opinions.

i need to rant....

bear with me, i need to get this out. i put absolutely no stock in education anymore. i used to think, oh masters, doctorates, wonderful. not anymore. my poor husband is about to have a stinking doctorate degree cannot get a job! i just don't understand why no one, well, one school this year, has given him a chance to interview! it's ridiculous. he's unfortunately wasted the past 12 years out of his life working towards what he thought he was called to do and nothing. NOTHING!!! i'm so fed up with this. i'm fed up with wasting our money on sending applications and not even a courtesy of a phone interview. he's qualified people!!! i am so mad. i am so mad at every school he's ever applied to. i'm so mad that he's put so much time and effort into something important to him and nothing good coming out of it. i'm just mad. people, believe me, it's not worth it. the only thing worth it is hard work. my parents for example, neither have college degrees, but they worked long and hard for where they are at today. and they deserve it. i'm tired of all this, really tired. tired of not knowing anything. tired of seeing my husband constantly disappointed. sorry for the long, bashing, complaining post. i just had to get this off my chest.

stinker of a week...

thought i'd go ahead and continue on my negative posts. this week royally stinks. tuesday, d gets yet another job rejection. one he was really happy and excited about. the next day, our town gets destroyed by a tornado. i'm thankful we are safe and only lost power and food in our fridge. but it's horrible here. i've never seen anything like this.

well....

i realize i haven't actually blogged this year, other than a couple book reviews. well, not much to blog about. still the same thing. nothing exciting. i thought we might have some changes on the horizon, but alas, no. i don't understand a lot of things these days. i guess i never will. i guess i just have to accept things the way they are and be content. i may write again, but it really just depresses me even more when i have nothing to write about....